what I feel? urmmmm feel really different with last year. yeah, totally different! last year sakit sikit already dont want to go to school, but this year? last Tuesday till today actually I'm not feeling well but I still want to go to school and keep telling myself that I must and need to go! last year, to be honest I didnt do most of my homework except for bio and maths. bad student right! last year always talk about sg bert but this year I'm trying to not always talk about it. last year always talking thinking singing about kpop. but this year I try my best to forget about it when I'm at school. so please stop talking about kpop at school!! before most of free time even time tengah buat hw at school I keep singing kpop song but nowadays I changed it to zikirullah. rasa tenang~~~ =)
actually kan before we start sesi persekolahan last week, atin and I ada buat perjanjian. what? ahha nak lupakan sg bert. sounds like kejam kan. no la, we didnt meant to forget sg bert because we really love sg bert. it just like we wanna kurangkan bercakap mengingat and bla..bla..bla about sg bert like we did last year. because that feeling make me feel really down and my result also went down. so, nasihat saya terimalah apa sahaja dengan seadanya dan jangan pernah cuba membanding beza kan yang lama dengan yang baru. tiada siapa yang sempurna. tiada manusia yang sama. I took a year nak biasakan diri at here. and I hope I'll always istiqamah dalam menuntut ilmu duniawi and akhirat, insyaAllah. btw, can you imagine a person that smiling brightly while asking you about your old school and when you said you came from sg bert you can see something weird on her/his face. and someone that smiling brightly then tegur you first when pertama kali kita masuk sekolah tuh. ahha many type of people I met here, at this school.
so far a week bersekolah (last Wed till today) I feel really tired. too many homeworks you know!! dengan masalah transport nak balik laahh~~ aigoo~~ thats why this year I suka balik lambat sebab surely ibu will fetch me. lols. owh yeah kantin, ownernye dah baru. nothing special about that. haha. and I went to school early. I like it. fyi since standard 1 till early of last year I reached school at or before or after 7am but never lebih 7.15am. btw I miss few people from 4Fir last year~~ cant deny my feeling.. I'm SAMTiSHians but Iwill always be part of SAMSHSB family. lastly I'm sorry to any of you if I had done anything wrong to you~
pray for my success fid dunia wal akhirat ya.. may ALLAH swt bless each of you always, amin~ wassalamualaikum wbt.. =)
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