friendship~

you're my friend and that's true
but the gift was given from me to you
we went thru moments that were good and bad
even moments that were happy and sad
you supported me when i was in tears
we stuck together when we were in fear

it's really sad that it had to be this way
but it has reached it's very last day
miles away cant keep us apart
'cause you'll always be in my heart.

__________________________________________________________

we are always by each other, never leaving
we are best friends, never deceiving

sometimes we fight, sometimes we cry
we are best friends, we never lie

life-long pals means best pals forever and ever
we'll never be apart, never

but some things change, you moved away
I thought you were here to always stay

but we made a promise to be life long pals
we turned out to be the best gals

if something ever happends to you, i'd remember we made a friendship pact
everybody know's we're friends, yep that's a true fact

i will always love you no matter where you may be
just remember to always remember me!

by:Sierra (life-long pals)

_________________________________________________________

most friendships only last for a particular phase of our lives.
when that developmental period is over, the friendship may dissolve.
for a friendship to last a lifetime there must be something really special between you.
there must be a connection that transcends time and space.
this kind of a friendships also takes a certain flexibility.
people change throughout their lifetimes and they must continue to search
for commonalities between the themselves if they expect their friendship
to endure..

______________________________________________________________

don't walk infront of me I may not follow
don't walk behind me I may not lead
just walk beside me and be my friend.
-unknown-

________________________________________________________

best friends means different things to different people.
some insist that you can have only one best friend.
others assert that they have best friends for different aspects of their personalities.
whatever the precise definition, your best friend is the person who gets you.
they understand who you are and what you are saying.
the greatest distance cannot separate best friends.
you'll always feel a kinship with them, and be able to instantly continue the
friendship even after not talking for many years.

Special only for Special Sr.1

annyeong..Assalamulaikum....=)....

#8
Dear #8...first of all congrats..we just know each other for 2 years right...I know you from our class?? haha..b'cuz we was in a same class last year..this year nope...a little bit sad..but its okey...you still have your bestfriend beside you...I hope our relationship kekal dunia akhirat..amin...goodluck in yourlife...I'll always support you my dear....I love you so much.....don't forget me...^_^..

#888
Hi my dearest friend...aahh.first of all,I'm really happy b'cuz I can know you and be one of your friends..3years I know you..and you are one of my bestfriends..2weeks?? alhamdulillah menjadi..but now??haha...will try harder next time..can I?!!..hurm..I wanna say thank you very much to you...for what?? for a many things and reason..dont forget okey...I've something to give..=)...I wish you a thousands luck in yourlife..do what you think best for you..we'll always support and pray for you..I'll miss you..and I love you my friend...=)..don't forget us..

#27
hey you..haha..I know you same as I know #888...3years..hahaha..anda banyak berubah..more matured..but still same like when first time I meet you...tahniah..teruskan usaha ye..insyaAllah..kejayaan menunggu anda dihadapan sana..don't ever give up..but teruskan and tetap teruskan usaha yang gigih...you'll move out?? if yes..then I'll miss you......goodluck my besties....don't ever forget me hah..if not..I'll bom you..hahaha~..nice to know you..

#28091995
annyeong..haha...hey you...I know you not long as I know #888 and #27...but we still can get closed and more closed right...thank you so much for everything...and sorry for all the mistake....if you will move out to that school..then,I wish you a thousands luck at there and in you future...insyaAllah will cemerlang dunia and akhirat..amin..if you move there..hope you can get more and more friends..and new bestfriends that more nice than who I am....again and again..sorry for all..thanks for all..congrats...and will miss you a lot...don't ever forget me please....I hope our relationship will never end..I love you more more lah..and always more...sorry again okey for every mistake that i've do...=)

#800
awak awak awak..haha...I miss you so so much....even kita baru je kenal this year...and I think tak sampai 5months..but kita rapat gak right..maybe ada hikmah Allah temukan kita lambat..and I hope...hubungan persahabatan yang baru terjalin ini akan kekal di dunia dan di akhirat..amin..insyaAllah..if you have anything problem..just tell me okey..even saya tak dapat bantu..saya tetap gak boleh jadi a good listener....or pemberi nasihat and semangat ..okey??...love you lah...:)

#5352
hey hey you you...I really miss you so much..haha..firstly,congrats dear....I really miss you...5years I know you..and you are my besties...love you so much...many thanks for everything....you're always my good and best leader..2years being my class leader...love it...and we voted for you..haha...I really miss each time we spent together in the primary..both school...miss it so much..and I want you to know I really love you..=)

#atul
hey adik..thanks for the entry..terharu saya membacanya...insyaAllah..kalau ada rezeki saya pindah lah..hahahaha...I know you since last year..haha...you said saya pemalu??!! for the truth..I'm really a shy girl/person..maybe seems like I'm a talkactive person when we chat..but when we meet..face to face..you'll know that I'm a shy person..haha~...*LOL..I love you so much la dik..

#afida
hey my dear fida...I know you?? since I was in standard 5??!!...hahaha..long times right...time passed so fast..I hope you'll get whatever you want..cemerlang in each exam..no matter how small or big that's exam..do the best okey...kurangkan main....selalu dekatkan diri kpdNYA..insyaAllah..semua akan okey...sorry if I have to move out....still uncertain with that yet...move or stay..pray for my best okey...I'll always pray for you...love you sis..

#afyn
dik..first time I know you..I call you afyn..but then..after I know your real name I call you ain..my cute junior..belajar rajin2 ye dik..buktikan what you have wrote on your blog..new ain?!!..ain 2011!!!....workhard...jgn terlalu rendah diri and jgn terlalu yakin....cukuplah ada keyakinan and percaya nothing impossible dgn izin Allah..and banyak2 doa...usaha tangga kejayaan..I wish you can get the best result..=)...love love love...

Back to Basic.....

sorry..tajuk entry nih tak ada apa2 hubungan dengan entry nih kot..haha..saya tak ada idea nak type tittle entry nih apa..oh yeah..by the way..congratulations to all my friends ok..6A,I mean 6Amanah(07).....congrats..result korank semua gempak-gempak....

Last night...chat(comment) with my old friends...sherman tan wei ming and leong kar loh...I didn't saw chow yong jian online..by the way..congrats to three of you...hebat..yesterday after went back home,my besties afiqa nashira call..then after a few minutes syahirah hazmi call..then got a msg from yul,syaza and aizat..and then chat with hadifathul and khairunnisa..today fadzrul hadi....yang lain?? takde news pulak...ah truly miss all of you la my friends...what's wani,ainil,azurin,hamzah,and else got?? I'm sure they got a best result right..=)

owh ya..on fb..some of you maybe know..we played it..give your any num to a person in inbox..haha..and last night I gave it to one of my friend..haha...then he said:-

" .............number **** hey,my friend. what's up? haha! 3 years passed so fast huh? er, first of all, you're an awesome friend. seriously, you're damn helpful. always help ppl no matter what it is, or who the person is. and i heard that u achieved 8A's in your pmr recently. grats! =) ..........." he said....

what?? damn helpful?? really??!! thanks ma..owh my friend..yah..time passed so fast....and I'm really miss you..3 years..long time no see ma..other friends...I've meet them 2,3 or 4 or many times ma in this 3years.....but you? leong? chow? in 3years..never meets even once??...how come...owh sherman..still remember when we was in standard 5?? about shahiran?? *LOL....you're too noisy hah..same with amin..haha...three of you was my besties...my besties from non-malay...and..you're always there..when we have trip to cameron (standard 5) ..cameron and genting (standard 6).....and..you are the person who gave me the song "never say goodbye"...ost my girl..haha...leong?? oh boy..the person who most liked to call me "piza" when I was in primary school...besides danial,hemaraj and i forgot his name already..*sorry...haha...chow?? ahh my chow hah...the most thing I remember about you was your spec hah...and your hair....haha...miss you la my friend..

result :)

Assalamualaikum..annyeong~..finally..today was the day..my result coming out..I went to school late an hour..aah call my friends...she said..many got 8A's...ah*faint*..really nervous..just control cool...went into the pss.then take my result..OMG!!!..at first I just look at the "C"..then look the gred above the c gred..Ya Allah....am I dreaming?? ya Allah..Alhamdulillah...8A 1C...even there's a C..but I never though I can get 8A...Alhamdulillah..all praise to Allah...Thanks to all my teachers,my family,my friends and all..love all of you....thank you Allah...congratulations to my friends who got a best results....keep it up a good work..=).......(akan menunaikan nazar saya...)

I'm back

Assalamualaikum..Annyeong..berkurun lama saya tak update blog.last entry 23 November..Saya kehilangan kata-kata and idea untuk dicoret dan dicarutkan di sini yang sebenarnya...

" just went out from that home.walking alone on the road in the dark night that full of snow.falling to the earth.without any shoe just wear a stocking.without a gloves without a thick sweater and without you.in the extreme cold.I become stiff there,can't do anything about it.just pray in my heart things are going well..*I'm blank with idea now..* "

Last night,I'm being too emo..nasib baik ada kak fera accompany me.we talk about result..and I know her secret??!! ha3..I wanna do that also but,she will know my secret first right.so,better don't do that..jeongmal gomawo(really thanks) to kak fera coz sudi menemani saya lewat malam tadi.I tried to find my friends at that time..but,there's nobody.maybe they were asleep or busy with their own problems..it's okay.I don't want to disturb them..kak fera so weird.she's being more nervous and excited than me..ha3..she asked me to calm down,but I cry..*LOL...

All,pray for me..I hope I can get a best result..9A's too difficult..but not impossible right..but still difficult to me..I think I wanna take my result before all of my friends arrive or after they return home..can I?? *LOL..and one more thing,I think I will stay next year..still uncertain..see the results first.then,I'll make the right decisions for my future..pray for me..I'll always pray for all of you..insyaAllah..

생일축하함니다 (17.10.10)

"saengil chukha hamnida~

saengil chukha hamnida~

sarangha nuen adik~

saengil chukha hamnida!!!!!!!!"

ngee~

KAMSAHAMNIDA

yeah..akhirnya..saya sudah pun mencapai umur 15tahun...

adakah saya sudah cukup dewasa untuk mengatur kehidupan saya??

masih belum lagi...

alhamdulillah...syukur ke hadrat illahi..

kerana dengan izin Nya..

pada saat dan ketika ini saya masih lagi diberi peluang

untuk menghirup udara yang dikurniakanNya kpd umat manusia.

saya berharap..

semua orang yang saya sayangi dirahmati allah..

dimurahkan rezeki dan dipanjangkan umur

serta sihat tubuh badan...

semoga mereka mendapat kebahagiaan dan kejayaan

di dunia dan akhirat..

amin...insyaAllah..

a millions thanks to all my family,

my friends,teachers and other people

who's wishing me on my birthday..

i'am really2 appreciate it.

..early or late...never mind..

i'm really happy when you all wish me.

KAMSAHAMNIDA

eotteoke malhal jil mollaseo

I didn't know I was going to tell u like this

eotteon mallodo mojaraseo

no words were enough

amu maldo hal su eobseosseo

i couldn't say anything

neomuna gomawoseo

I was so thankful

eotteokhal jul mollaseo

I didn't know what to do

so I thank you, thank you, thank you

and I love you, love you, love you

(i thank you coz wishing me and i really love you all)

FREEDOM

alhamdulillah.....PMR dah habis....huh lega sangat rasa hati ni......first day exam,first time nak mendaki tangga ke tingkat3 mmg menggigil...last day exam,excited nak keluar dari dewan...wish we can get a best result..amin..insyaAllah...

salam peringatan....

Assalamualaikum wbt.


ye..sy admit..saya rindukan mereka berdua..mereka kawan saya..teman seperjuangan saya..tapi mereka xsempat nak berjuang bersama-sama saya and kwn2 yang lain..mereka xsempat nak memakai baju perang pon...mereka telah pergi meninggalkan saya....saya redha dengan ketentuan ILAHI......

ayap....i'm truly miss you....da hampir 9bulan lebih ayap pergi....kita sedih bukan kerana ALLAH mengambilmu awal..tapi kerana tidak diberi kesempatan terakhir cakap dgn ayap...untuk terakhir kalinya jumpa ayap time raya...time ayap tgh tidur..ayap nampak lemah sangat....
sobs..sobs.....(nak stop kat sini..xdpt tahan..)

al-fatihah buat arwah zahasyraf dan arwah yana....

cerita dari hati

pagi
disinari mentari pagi
siang
disinari terik mentari
kadangkala
dilimpahi hujan yang disertai guruh
malam
ditemani sang bulan dan bintang
yang kadangkala kelihatan
dan kadangkala tidak
dek kerana awan ingin meluahkan isi hati

kawan
adakalanya dia marah
adakalanya dia menangis
adakalanya dia ketawa
adakalanya dia menjadi pendiam
adakalanya dia menjadi bising
adakalanya dia menjadi serius
adakalanya dia sentiasa ada di sisi
adakalanya dia jauh melarikan diri

kawan
mengapa kita perlu bertemu?
andai akan berpisah
mengapa kita perlu berbaik-baik?
sedangkan akhirnya kita akan bergaduh
mengapa kita perlu menyemai rasa kasih dan sayang?
andai perasaan itu akan semakin pudar
dek angin kencang yang melanda

itulah takdir ALLAH s.w.t
kita hanya mampu merancang
hanya DIA yang menentukannya..

kawan
andai takdir memisahkan kita
janganlah engkau melupakan diriku
yang serba kekurangan ini

kawan
andai engkau berjaya
janganlah engkau bermegah
mungkin engkau akan berada di atas
tetapi tidak mustahil engkau akan jatuh ke bawah

kawan
andai engkau gagal
janganlah engkau terlalu merendah diri
kerana tidak selamanya engkau menjadi
orang yang gagal,orang yang sentiasa ditindas

kawan
janganlah engkau jemu menyembah yang maha ESA
janganlah engkau jemu meminta pertolongan daripada Nya
janganlah engkau jemu mengucap syukur kepada Nya
janganlah engkau jemu untuk menyebut nama Nya
janganlah engkau jemu mencintai diri Nya

sesungguhnya DIAlah yang maha Berkuasa di atas segala-galanya


sincerely: filzah faiqah

D.E.T.I.K waktu

I know nothing else but "PMR dah dekat"....wow...gilerr kentang..now,kwn2 mesti study giler2 punye...nak score 9A's nye pasal la.....k stop...9A's?? boleh ke saya dapat?? mereka boleh, kenapa pula saya tak boleh?? sebab saya malas, banyak sgt main2 and yg sewaktu dgn nye...aarghh lg bpe bulan jew lg, belom tolak cuti sabtu ahd, exam,itu ini.....dah xdew masa da sebenarnye ... so?? pe lagi.. g la study..tata..."an nyong hi-ka sye ho!!"

p/s : to all my friends....'haeng oon eul bil uh yo!!!!!!!!!'..gambate!!!fighting!!!

One For All,All For One

Tarikh : 15-17 June 2010
Tempat : Kem Bumi Jati
Program : Perkampungan Ilmu
Nama Bilik : Bersih
Nombor Bilik : 3
Form : 3



Alhamdulillah...selesai sudah perkampungan ilmu kami selama 3hari 2malam...cukup makan??? terlebih makan yang sebenarnya.. cukup tidur??? memang tak pernah cukup...focus time slot??? focus..just kadang2 je tak...sebab ngantok....suke aktiviti riadah??? terlalu suke..sgt seronok...tempat tidur selesa??? sgt selesa.walaupon xde aircond.tp sgt sejuk bila menjelang pagi..
Sebanyak 10 slot yg adew time kem tersebut termasuk slot motivasi yg disampaikan oleh ustaz yg mengajar sy bahasa arab semasa ketiadaan ustzh noraizan...TERIMA KASIH banyak2 sy ucapkan kpd semua guru,para penceramah dan jurulatih kami...Ribuan MAAF andai kami menyakitkan hati guru2 kami......kem ni mmg sangat best walaupun ada segelintir yang tidak menyukainya...harap2 sy dan kawan2 dapat memanfaatkan apa yang telah kami dpt di kem ini dgn sebaik-baiknya..insyaAllah...kami akan LULUS DGN CEMERLANG DALAM PMR nanti..amin..insyaAllah..

Dekat kem,kami kena marah...lama jugak la kena marah...meremang bulu roma smpai terasa nak nangis...kami dimarah bukan kerana salah semuanya..tp hanya kerana salah segelintir pelajar..tapi kami terima dgn redha..cikgu tegur and marah kami,itu tandanya cikgu sgt sayangkan kami......terima kasih cikgu...kami sayang cikgu...

AL-FATIHAH

dalam usia yg masih muda
dia telah pergi menghadap Ilahi.
saya redha dgn pemergiannya

pada hari selasa...tepat
ketika saya baru sahaja
memasuki musolla
untuk meletakkan telekung
satu pengunguman telah dibuat
bukan tentang pemberitahuan
kematian arwah
tetapi pemberitahuan mengenai
solat hajat yg akan dilakukan
bersama2 selepas solat zohor
untuk pelajar tingktn 3 yg sedang tenat

kami masih tertanya2
siapakah pelajar yg dimaksudkan itu??
setelah selesai solat..
barulah saya tahu siapakah
yg dimaksudkan.....

lepas solat turun pergi kelas
untuk mengambil harta saya
iaitu 'beg sekolah'...
sampai je dekat bawah
terus pergi kantin and cepat2
menghampiri publicphone untuk
menghubungi ibu.....

setelah selesai call
saya and athirah di ikuti shafila
pergi jumpa teacher najmah
bertanyakan tentang arwah
teacher say "liyana tgh nazak"

ya Allah...bagaikan hendak gugur jantung saya
meskipun saya tidak begitu
rapat dengan beliau,
tapi sebagai seorang sahabat
yang mengenali beliau
saya berasa....sedih menusuk kalbu..

balik umah..call fir...
cite2...nangis2...
and then...dlm pukul 4.41pm
saya mendapat sms from fir
yang saya lihat hanya ayat..
"awk.. yana da xd.."

Ya Allah..sesungguhnya
Engkau yang maha berkuasa
di atas setiap yang berlaku..

text dengan kwn2 saya semua bagitau tentang benda ni
and then sue ask me
"fil,xteringin ke nak tgok dia??sue teringin sgt"
saya ckp...saya mmg teringin sgt2..tapi siapa nak bawak

setelah dibawa berbincang
akhirnya,dgn kebaikan ckgu din...
kami(aq,sue,panie,sanah n tira)
menumpang kereta beliau..

dlm pukul 6 lebih,kami bertolak....
and then stop at rantau panjang
amik fera and yanie....
tepat jam 7.18,
kami smpai di sementa..
ckgu din memberhentikan kereta
dkt masjid sementa
kami pon solat maghrib semua...
and then fera n yanie naik kereta ina lak..

mencari rumah arwah...
kami smpai tersesat...
dgn kegelapan malam...
agak sukar untuk membaca papan2 tanda
yg berada di tepi2 jalan n sekolah

hampir pukul 9
kami pun tiba....

setelah beberapa langkah
kami melihat
sukujur tubuh yg sudah tidak lagi bernyawa
kami teruskan melangkah
bersalaman dgn tetamu2 wanita..
mak arwah menyelakkan kain yg menutupi
wajahnya......kami menahan sebak....
mak yana ckp
"mesti yana suka ni"
"yana ckp dia rindu kwn2 n nk dtg sekolah..
kalau dia ada mesti dia gembira"
ya Allah......

kami membacakan Yassin wat arwah
setelah itu
ada bacaan tahlil
selepas selesai,kami meminta izin
untuk mencium wajah arwah

saya mencium dahi arwah
saat bibir and hidung saya sampai di dahi arwah
saya dapat merasakan.....
betapa sejuknya wajah arwah
yang putih bersih itu....

Ya Allah......
engkau tempatkanlh arwah dlm klgn
hambamu yg solehah...
Engkau ampunilah segala dosa2 arwah...
semoga rohnya sentiasa dicucuri rahmat...
...amin.......al-fatihah....

"ajal yg dtg dimuka pintu
tiada siapa yg memberitahu,
tiada siapa pun dpt hindari,
tiada siapa yg terkecuali,"

akhirnya......,,

Assalamualaikum wbt. aaaaaaaarrrggghhh!!!!! maaf. saya agak sewel sedikit. agak lama juga saya tak post entry baru. 26-12=14. yeah 2 minggu..=) ini disebabkan masalah ketiadaan idea..

setelah lima hari bersekolah. hari ini, jumaat 26 mac 2010. kesemua paper first test saya, kecuali paper AQ dan TH. telah kembali pulang ke tangan saya. paper first yang saya dapat ialah math, and paper terakhir pula ialah science yang saya dapat pada hari ini. inilah markah paper-paper saya...

math - 100%
pai - 96% (if im not mistaken)
sc - 92%
kh - 85%
geo - 80%
ba - 79%
bm - 68% (terok....bm pon xleh nak score)
bi - 65% (ngam2 je dpt b..)
sej - 58% (terok...terok...terok...)

- 5A 3B 1C -

rumusannye disini ialah saya perlu belajar dan berusaha dengan lebih itqoni(tekun) dan istiqamah(berterusan). sekian sahaja daripada saya pada entry kali ini...

lagi lagi dan lagi...=)

owh tidak.....aaaaaaaahhhhh
kenapa???..ha3
ini kerana kulit saya sudah semakin gelap..
semalam ibu cakap
"dik,nape muka adik macam terbakar??"
hah mmg terbakar pon......
ini semua gara-gara terkena
UV BLACK yg dipancarkan dari matahari..
selepas pukul 10 pagi......
mana saya dpt nama UV Black???
hahaha..yela...
kalau krim muka or bedak, kan
ada UV WHITE...
yang bertujuan untuk memutihkan kulit..
so UV Black yang boleh menggelapkan kulit..
habis berbelak muka den...


tadi dalam pukil 2 lebih susun
meja n kerusi untuk exam.....
semangat gilerr oo...
kelas lain kol 2.15 baru
start susun......
saya duduk belakang sekali
iaitu disebelah kiri
meja guru.....huhu
esok bermulalah perjuangan
saya dan semua warga pelajar
samshsb tercinta......
semoga kami memperoleh kejayaan..amin..
insyaAllah.........

p/s:blogku akan berehat untuk beberapa hari...ngee~

PMR semakin menghampiriku...

Assalamualaikum wbt. alhamdulillah. setakat nih saya belum pernah tak hadir alias memontengkan diri
ke sekolah. saya nak rekod kehadiran saya penuh pada tahun ini. insyaAllah akan dapat saya capai
matlamat yang ini. semoga saya sentiasa sihat pada tahun ini. kalau saya sakit pun. insyaAllah saya akan gagahkan, kuatkan juga diri saya ini untuk hadir ke sekolah.

PMR!!!! if someone ask me one question. "dah ready nak pmr?". honestly, i dont know what is the best answer should i give. YES or NO? hurm

by the way, this year banyak sangat homework..huh. smpai pening-pening saya dibuatnya. its okay, saya kenalah tabah and redha dengan semua ini. demi mencapai kejayaan di kemudian hari. insyaAllah

to all my friends. i want to say sorry. for what?. for anything. if filzah ada buat salah dekat korang. sebab this year mood saya asyik berubah-ubah. i am truly sorry. =')

I'm normal person

Assalamualaikum wbt. saya bukanlah seorang pelajar yg pintar. kadang-kadang saya cemburu melihat rakan-rakan saya berjaya memperolehi keputusan yang cemerlang, sedangkan saya hanya mendapat keputusan yang sederhana sahaja. tapi saya mempunyai satu kata-kata semangat untuk diri saya sendiri, untuk terus berusaha mencapai kejayaan. demi mengembirakan hati ibu saya, yang menjaga saya sejak saya dilahirkan. ibu yang berusaha mencari rezeki untuk menampung kehidupan kami dua beradik. dia membesarkan kami seorang diri since 2001. ibu, i really love you. and insyaAllah i'll make you happy. i always tell myself that ALLAH s.w.t sentiasa ada disisi hambanya. dan DIA lah sumber kekuatan saya yang paling utama.

Jika Mereka Boleh Berjaya....Saya Juga Boleh Berjaya!!!!!!!!!