Sunday [Hari Matahari]

Kala malam rindukan bulan,
Seindah pagi menyinar jua,
Saat hati sedang kesayuan,
Berteleku di atas sejadah memohon daripada Nya.
(Maaf ayat tak berapa nak betul,but I'm being hyper cause saya yang cipta..=D)

Alhamdulillah,bersyukur sgt2 because adanya mereka2 itu di sisi. Walaupun hanya seketika,tidak pada setiap ketika. I want to say THANK YOU (gamsahamnida/kamsahamnida) to them. I'm really appreciate it.

Thanks to Allah, cause I have them. Them, who's giving me support and some good advices when I'm really really down.. Alhamdulillah I'm feel a little bit better than before. I know I'm strong, I can.(think positive like I always do before).

Actually, the last new entry. You dont have to read it..seriously I said. Sorry to those yang terasa. But I really mean it.haha.. That's what I feel. I can't deny it. But now,just ignore it. Ok?! Then,thanks.

Cikgu Aimi,yeah I feel more comfortable to share my problem with her (with Cikgu Suria too). At [Friday night] sms with cikgu. Cikgu gave me support and lots of good advice. Want to know what cikgu have said? Hehe.. On last Monday,meet cikgu at sch (sesi kaunseling-sukarela). From that time until now,still thinking. But,like what cikgu cakap "now,I just need a chance..do solat hajat banyak kali".. so,If I get the chance,I must hargainya betul2. Don't let it go easier. Must hold it tight..

Cikgu Suria also perasan perubahan saya. Cikgu,I will try my best to be strong. Don't too worry bout me cause saya akan rasa bersalah nanti..thank you so much cikgu. Cikgu banyak bagi nasihat dekat saya. Saya sayang cikgu.

Awak,thanks for always there when I really need someone to talk and share my problem. I miss you so much. And yeah,I'm feel lonely when I was at sch.*crying*. [I really hate what had happened last year]. What had happened?! Nothing right?! Just forget about it. I want to throw it far from me. Can I?! I feel it's better than keep it right!!

To my juniors,I'm really sorry if I've done some mistake,being arrogant or else. Really don't mean to be like that. I hope you can understand what I feel and what make me be like that and my situation. To Atul and Ain Afini,thanks for your opinions and your time that you had given to me to find out my prob and else. Really appreciate it. To other juniors(Fida,Sur and else),many thanks for cares bout me..

Thanks again to All (even I'm not type your name cause anda memang termasuk juga.). May ALLAH s.w.t bless all of us always.

I always and will always remember what cikgu told me :
*Aint no mountain high enough to achieve success
*To be a Psychtrist and take science aint an easy ride
*All things have their own challenge
*Orang berjaya bila dia jatuh and rasa susah, dia bangun and face the challenge
*If we not confident with ourself, then, who else?
*There's always a light at the end of a tunnel

I'm really sorry,and really thanks to all. Pray for my best. InsyaAllah, I'll be better soon. THANKS TO MY BELOVED FAMILY !!!

Don't worry bout me. InsyaAllah,will get well soon from semua penyakit yang menyerang diri yang kehilangan power ini..XD. Love all of you~

"Don't always force someone to like what you like, to hating ppl or things that you hate, to do what you want and else. Sometimes you have to change yourself. Start to like what the others like. Don't be too childish with your age now. Try to be more matured. Understand and cares bout others problem (ppl around you). Don't be too selfish." -fil-

p/s: before type this new entry,ada dalam >30 (in about 3 days) yang opened my blog.THANK YOU~

* Lots of love from ME *

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